hello hello ! im so darn bored. chatting with shiva. hi SHiva!! hahaha. okey so my door and gate are replaced with new one. couldn`t sleep that well cos the contractor was drilling away then duno what "masuk, masuk".. irritating sia. bt once the drilling is over then i cn sleep. until 3. joti called me a pig you see cos i always need 12 hrs of sleep. but its true! i do need 12 hours of sleep. the other day slept at 4am and woke up at 4. gerek ~ hahaha. so! i`m sooooooooo scared nw. O levels are in a few weeks time. wait a min. its in 11 days !! and im dead.. bye !!!!!

damn, kahlen lost!

I HATE YOU PPLE !!!!!

WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU LEAVING SO EARLYY ?!!

jus now the whole of spore taking O level had their science prac. all was sooooo stress. gerek see their face. damn! this time i did my prac slow and steady, and i realised i was running out of time. argh~ xuejing last min can still burn2 stuff. it was OK lah. not easy, not diff. but OK. then aft that we were quarantined in the auditorium. then we were released at 1.30. stayed back in school with seha and dayah. while dayah was doing her DNT me and seha lepak pat dlm TOILET. akrab ah lepak pat dlm toilet. then used the hand-dryer to blow-dry our hair. then my hair straight. then then we share2 how we feel like. and me, haiish. waiting for my silly boyfriend to come by. damn! hmm.. made my dogtag in the DNT room. nadzirrr, when the hell will you be buying my dogtag?! hah. he`s sloww. hahaha. mine is nicee. uber nicee. but i don`t know what to write on it. perhaps "I LOVE YOU is 8 letters. so is BULLSHIT". hah. orr "KISS MY ASS, LOVERBOY" or better off "KICK MY ASS" for uhh that HATERS.

eeeeeeeeeeeeee!! geramnyer. its ok. change your password for all i care. but if you dont like a7x, you might as well paste a "KICK MY ASS" sign on your back. omg omg omg. thursday is already my science prac!! im so scareddd ~

ok. 2 daes ago, i pinched malik`s tits, vacuumed his penis area. my spectacles fell straight into the jamban where malik dint flush away what he have released. i`m nt gona touch my infected specs. i had to retrieve it using the long scrub fr scrubbing the toilet bowl. jus nw went to elias mall. dayah had her hair trimmed and layered. THANK GOD it looked nicer nw. nenekk ohhhh nenekkk .. =)

21 minutes ago it was apit`s bdae, and nw its my mommay`s !! happy birthday you guys! at 12.00 exactly me and malek went to moms bedroom and woke her up and malek kissed her the longest and then he beat her up. the end.

hai kawan2! hahaha. jus got back home from johor! wow today was one helluva tired day. hehe. my first time ever i went shopping and actually buying things. everytime i go shopping, i get fickle-minded, and left the place without buying anything. so today there was my mom cos tmw is her bdae, then my bro`s gf, my bro and malik. all 4 of them MUST have a say in whatever things i buy, so i will know if i buy the right thing and won`t regret it. first stop went to city square. yeahahaha! punkr0ckers + street punks bombarding the streets. like wow~ then went to this uber cool shop. very gerek sia the shop. i feel like buying one whole shop!! they sell mostly punkrock + hiphop + skaters wear. i had to try on so many shoes and im sooo freaking stressed up i was abt to cryy!! my bro rub it in more. ughh!! ery berkenan dgn satu Vans shoe. black and red colour. tapi abg dier tk kasi!! so ery beli kasut Vans lagi satu colour black + white + light blue! bukannyer tk lawa, bt i still prefer the red black one seh. nk nanges seh. nvm lil shoe. you wait for me. i`ll save save my money and come by to rescue you. you tunggu i tau!! then settled for that RM 99.00 shoes and this black Quik jacket. i laid my eyes on this army bermudas but mom says dad will be angry. its okay. aft O level i`ll try to get it! and had no time to browse thru for clothes. so my bro bought his shoe. then malek and bro bought 3 shirts and a Quik bermudas. saw this punkrocker with awesome hair. so went to KOMTA or whatever. malek bought his straight cut jeans. then while mom was praying i msged wan. he got his hp back. aww~ okok. hmm.. da gtu my bro pergi shopping pat supermarket. balek rumah jer my mother kater, "abg kau tk bley harap lah! yg dier beli tepung byk2 tu buat aper?!". hahaha then kiter sumer buka at downtown. momma not angry with me anymoree. got my report book today. L1R4= 20 [minus CCA grade]. yeah. okey lah. masok poly pon dpt last. humphh ~ last day of school. BYE BYE.

to start it off, today is a not so sleepy day. had maths for 5 periods. duhh she took over our PE periods. but its okay, listened to my mp3. oiii !! aku nk ipod lah. nadiah gt nano ipod sia. best best. during malay gerek. take pic, take more pics and more pics. this fat malay tcher is kinda cool tho. he listens to punkrock/metal/pop/pop-punk/rock. you name it. hahaha. oh then aft school was FUN. took lotsa pics with Mrs Aziz. yeah my fav. tcher.then took with Mr sunface. hahahaha! was laughing when he said, "can you email the pics to my email add? its sunface@pacific.sg." hahahahahha!! then took with Mr Sim and Mr Tan. then took with Mrs Lee. yeah i think thats about it. tmw is my last day. arghh! gona miss mei yun. and shufeng. and xue jing. =(

on monday i had my new hair, and i look like a JAPANESE PORNSTAR. what a surprise!! but its okayy. hahaha. hmm.. last nyte dint get a good night sleep. watched America`s Next Top Model. i`m rooting for KAHLEN! go kahlen gooo! shes freaking awesome man. she`s funny. cute. super cute. uber cute. hahaha. she`s got a cute personality lah even though she may not look that cute. but what a waste. she`s nvr had a boyfriend. damn! why keenyah nvr out out till now seh. brittany got more of a model personality than keenyah. brittany is uber sexay. naima is.. i duno how to say. she can be a model. she don`t have much of a model`s personalities.. but she can win i guess. but i hope kahlen would win!! hahaha. bcos of last night i slept in class for 15 minutes. was sooo sleepy i jus can`t keep my eyes open!! its kind of an aftnoon nap for me. hahaha. and now i`m still sleepy. i still havent finish my malay compo!! humphh~

are ya ready kids?? AI AI CAPTAIN! i can`t hear you! AI AI CAPTAIN!! ooooooooooooooo... jus woke upp.. cranky as usual. im still sleeeeeeeeepyy!!!!!! i wana sleep i wana sleep i wana sleeeeeep.. tadi pagi makan dengdeng. last nyte chatted with that turkey guy. he asked for webcam again. i accepted then i saw him. HIM. him. HIM . freaky dude. he seems like in his mid twenties. back combed hair.. pikeh dier M.Shadows kape ?!?! then.. he started rubbing his chest. hairyyy~ that hairy chest really turn me off!! sexyy.. NOT!! harhar. padan muker kene ketawekan. he looks turkey-ishh.yea duhh he`s a turkishh. TURK. damnn! i miss skateboardingg.. i wana skate to dayah hse but mom says its dragerous. hey. i havent even called dayah to ask if wana go studyy! heyyyyy~~

sup yo! hahahaha. jus came back home from terawih. hahaha. went to loyang point and withdraw 50 bucks. my monayy!! later wana buy prepaid. tomorrow might be gg down to dayah hse to study again. haha. to dayah: DAYAH BSOK KAN AKU DATANG RUMAH KAU. AKU BAKAR RUMAH KAU. MUAHAHAHA. AKU TAK KESAH!! k lah chiows! nk tdo. mak pat sebelah. bising ajer. dgr tu maa !!!

oh yeah. something great happened today. had our SS remedial after school. we went to toilet to cut my fringe. then we were the last. left me, fiqah, joti, az and fadz. yes! the school had closed the gates at the stairs and we had no way out! so, me, being the BRAVE one. hahahaha. went to climb first. i managed to climb to the other side. then it was joti and then fadz. then fiqah. then....... nak tunggu az panjat mcm nk tunggu bulan jatoh. abe last2 dier give up. then, after what we did, climb here and there, then az found an easier way down. near the canteen the stairs open sia. basket. waste my breathe only. but its gerek lah. joti got to overcome her fears. proud of ya ma baby!! i will never forget my babies!! nyiehahahaha.

damn! finally i`m blogging again. hehe. the modem was transferred to bro`s room. soooo here`s what you`ve been missing. loads of fun!! yeah on tuesday. the second day i woke up FUCKING early. 6.00 can you imagine that!! gawd.. i can`t seem to keep my eyes open in class. the atmosphere was freaking moody and i get to doze off.. till AZ! woke me up. damn it! then since i woke up early, mom gave me 5 bucks. gerek kn!! then after school went over to dayah`s hse at blk 606. so the 5 bucks i spend mainly on food cos its the last day i`m gona have to eat as much. then we went to study at blk 608 void deck. we were bored, couldn`t concentrate so dayah planned to play with fire. we made a bonfire where we burnt the boxes and leaves. then played at the playground. mcm budak2 but who cares! played blind mice. seha is the #1 liar!! she cheat alot. then it was my turn. i`m not good at sensing so i fell many times. fell over the steps. the sliding thing. the rungs. my mouth hit the handle bars. we were freaking exhausted. was walking back to dayah hse when my leg got trapped in the drain and i freaking fell!!!!!!!!!! malu sia. seha and dayah ketawe rabakz siak. eeeeeeeeeeeee. then went home lah! no further details. wednesday slept in class again. so did thursday. and so, today. had my fringe cut off. i was on the verge of crying! hate it man. i look like a mad emily and cleopetra tak jadi. at that time the person from the overseas educational programme called. its like, our grades are satisfactory, not excellent nor fair. its at least OK. but the thing is we are financially in debt so they offered us a scholarship. i mean we would be lucky if we get the full scholarship. so i guess i would give it a try. who knows. i could meet ZACKY there! weeeee!! its a one and a half year course. along with another 2 years to continue to university. yeah.. so longg guys!

today morning was kinda cranky for me. yes, i woke up early. well let me rephrase that. yes, i was FORCED to wake up early. mom had a garage sale down blk 547 beside the longkang. woke up at 8.30 then mom left first to set up the stall.. then i thought i need not bring the rest of the items there and leave it for ab and the bastards to bring it there. hahaha. well ab and zai lah. but they were sleeping and it is already 9 am. mandi ker tk mandi, i left the house wearing my PE shirt and jeans. rambut mcm org gila, tk sikat pon. then i also nvr wear my contacts nor my specs. malek had asked me to go first bcos he have problems with his own items. i was buta. i cant seem to find my way there. suddenly i was at blk 554. then panic. 547. 554. hahaha. so jauh berbeza!! when reach there already the next prob is i cant find my mom. i squint and squint my eyes like hell!! dah sah buta seh!! ahh.. lega hati dapat jumpe dier. abe lepak pat saner kejap. abe balek abe mandi. mom had an appt with her client so malek had to tend the stall alone. hehe. then seha called and ajak me go study at airport.. but last minute my kakak sedara dgn 2 anak dier, dgn laki dier, dgn mak dier, dgn kakak dier peh 3 anak dgn adek dier peh satu anak dtg. hahaha. past seh rumah. 6 anak altogether. all grrls. then kena jage and entertain the budak2. kewt2 seh. Kak Ija punyer anak name Munirah and Mushirah. Kak Lis one is Elisya, Erdina and Eliya. and Kak Nana punyer is Adrianna. hahaha. style2. satu hari tk makan seh.. lapar!! the horrorrr~~~ narie tkder ayam!!!